Dad came to get me from work this morning. He was pushing time as he was planning on a trip to visit my mother. For years he’s tried to get me to visit her, talk to her, be her friend. Each and every time I fall apart. I scream at my father and tell him [...]
Archive for May, 2008
reaction X 2
Posted in General on May 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
you broke me
Posted in Me, Me, Me on May 25, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I remember for years and years I had this insane amount of compassion run through my veins. If there was a baby around, I’d be cuddling him/her. The baby would fall asleep in my arms relatively quickly. If I stumbled upon someone crying, I’d be by their side and instantly know the right things to [...]
beautify
Posted in General, Me, Me, Me on May 22, 2008 | 2 Comments »
While sitting on the train at some un-godly hour this morning, I looked around me. Most people look as though they’ve been up for hours. Straightening their hair, applying make-up, making sure that one stupid bobby pin keeps their hair in place. They possibly spent at least a good hour beautfying themselves; keeping nothing wayward [...]
one big test
Posted in General, Photos on May 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
The universe is testing me, hardcore. Throwing things in my face I don’t necessarily want.. or need. But none the less they’re there anyway. Like Adam and Eve being tempted. It’s a choice. Making the right or wrong choice. And of course I’m going to go with the right choice, I believe in karma too [...]
reaction
Posted in General on May 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Everyone in this house is suffering from PMS today, I’m sure. Two are crying and one is slamming dishes, doors and cupboards. I’m not sure what is going on and I don’t really want to know.
I’m more interested in how I reacted to the whole debacle. Normally I scream, shout and then start slamming doors [...]
remaining positive
Posted in General on May 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s so hard to remain positive in a place where mostly everyone is negative. Whether it’s because people feel they’re being treated unjustly, or that others should help make up the slack if they have to- it’s causing tension everywhere.
Before I removed myself to another part of the office as I couldn’t deal with the [...]
the middle
Posted in General on May 18, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I’d say this is the beginning of my blog, but it isn’t. I’ve had an online blog/journal/diary for more years than I care to admit. Often sharing the most intimate to mundane thoughts and musings of my life. I’ve shut down websites because of the attention it was getting, or the ease at which family [...]
