reminder: organised

The only to become more organised is to BE more organised!

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there’s no place like home

I wish I felt at home. The place where I feel most at home is living with Dad and the girls. Sad to say, but true. Sometimes it’s a living hell and sometimes it’s the best fun I could ever have. Years ago it was nothing but hell. I honestly don’t know how I survived. Must be that inner strength my family members talk about?

I’m currently trying to save money for a deposit.. on a house. Now this might end up being a pointless exercise as house prices keep going up and me being a lower wage earner can’t get a loan for all that much. But, it’s something I have to keep working towards. It’s a goal that I will achieve, one way or another. I just have to do it. I need to find ‘home’. I’m beginning to go crazy not feeling comfortable enough anywhere I live.

Maybe it’s an internal, issue if anything? Who knows.

Dorothy was right.. there’s no place like home. It’s just a matter of finding where ‘home’ is.

I could just move out of Dads and rent my own place, but with the increase in interest rates I could live somewhere for 6months and then have to move again, or worse, have the rent go up lots more $$$. I don’t want to be paying someone else’s house off, either.

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